HJMommy

I haven’t been on here as much lately, my family has hit a crisis block. I have been very depressed and not sticking to my diet plan at all. I have taken this week off work, and looking for other day homes for my son. It’s really a long story, which I don’t feel like getting into details over. To add to my mess, I don’t know if I gained or lost any weight this week. My scale is broken and showing I weight 73lbs!!! I’m not sure when I’m going to have time nor the desire again to come back on here, I need to wait till things calm down a little here and then I WILL be back. Hope all of you are sticking to your plans and goals. I wish all of you the very best and please take care of yourselves and family’s!!!

Hmmm I have never struggled with my weight before until I became a mom, I was actually a “stick” as what people called me. After I had my daughter I was 30lbs heavier then my pre-pregnancy weight, and 2.5 years later I had my son and I gained another 30lbs. I have never had to “work to stay fit” it didn’t matter what I ate or how much I always stayed at 103lbs. Now I’m 60lbs heavier and I find it very depressing, nothing fits anymore. I hate shopping, as nothing seems to look good or fit right. I don’t have energy and I’m stressed out to the max as I’m struggling to see who I am today.

Now I understand having babies, changes you and your body, however I can’t stand looking at myself in the mirror anymore. I would love to loose 15lbs by christmas, is that reasonable? I honestly don’t have a clue where to start! Anyone who is reading this, if your able to help me and get me off on the right path, I would so very much appreciate it!